For once i thought my blog wont be of any use to me anymore since i have always been busy plus i have to chase the internet signal to get myself online. but then to think of this, blogging still makes up bits of my life. and yeah it's already mid july which means ive been in UK for a year now.yaye! it isnt so hard at all.i remember there was the time when i was so scared of leaving my family and going through all this alone "shit, menyasah spindit sendiri ni eh huhu oh no make up bed sendiri ni" awu pulang aku andang masih malas kan make up bed ah-.-" i still have the habit of waking up and the next thing would be staring at my bed for 10 minutes "usai kah inda ni ah usai kah inda ni ah eh biartia eh lipat selimut tweety saja".

and lately im having weird dreams, macam balik balik kan sama story outlinenya ah.starts with me going back to brunei and then happy happy belari dalam rumah (not weird for me because i love to do that, sometimes) sudah atu all those memories came back with one frame succeeded by another flashing infront of my eyes. and the seasons here in uk confuses me sometimes.like in summer daylight is longer than in brunei,sunset kan almost pukul 11. around this time one year ago i just got back from ground school around 5 in the afternoon and pasal ngalih i took a nap. then wazien came into my room sekali tebangun lah ku and then i checked the clock it was 08:00 "shittt im late for school" iatah aku begagas ambil towel tarus kan mandi. then wazien asked "eh kan ke mana kau" it was only 8 in the evening and i thought it was 8 in the morn.aishibaiii.

those things happen so easily if your brain gets confused or tricked or just getting plain empty, like ke dapur, sekali buka fridge, sudah atu angan angan meliat dalam fridge ah, after one minute you'll go "eh kenapa ku buka fridge". ada lagi this story i heard from my friend (muahaha), he had to go to toilet cause he needed to pee.so he went and buka seluar,sudah atu buka baju jua, with 2 secs later "eh kenapa ku buka baju!" HAHA.

annnyyyyyyywayyyyyyyyy, ive passed my PT4 which is the last test flying with 80% visually and 20% on instrument (cabair taught me that). i am dead happy im a certified pilot now with commercial pilot's license for multi-engine. that means im one month-ish away from going home, instead of keep dreaming im there already.

hey, that's it for now. i will update again a decade later. by the way if you still dont know, michael jackson was black.

For once i thought my blog wont be of any use to me anymore since i have always been busy plus i have to chase the internet signal to get myself online. but then to think of this, blogging still makes up bits of my life. and yeah it's already mid july which means ive been in UK for a year now.yaye! it isnt so hard at all.i remember there was the time when i was so scared of leaving my family and going through all this alone "shit, menyasah spindit sendiri ni eh huhu oh no make up bed sendiri ni" awu pulang aku andang masih malas kan make up bed ah-.-" i still have the habit of waking up and the next thing would be staring at my bed for 10 minutes "usai kah inda ni ah usai kah inda ni ah eh biartia eh lipat selimut tweety saja".

and lately im having weird dreams, macam balik balik kan sama story outlinenya ah.starts with me going back to brunei and then happy happy belari dalam rumah (not weird for me because i love to do that, sometimes) sudah atu all those memories came back with one frame succeeded by another flashing infront of my eyes. and the seasons here in uk confuses me sometimes.like in summer daylight is longer than in brunei,sunset kan almost pukul 11. around this time one year ago i just got back from ground school around 5 in the afternoon and pasal ngalih i took a nap. then wazien came into my room sekali tebangun lah ku and then i checked the clock it was 08:00 "shittt im late for school" iatah aku begagas ambil towel tarus kan mandi. then wazien asked "eh kan ke mana kau" it was only 8 in the evening and i thought it was 8 in the morn.aishibaiii.

those things happen so easily if your brain gets confused or tricked or just getting plain empty, like ke dapur, sekali buka fridge, sudah atu angan angan meliat dalam fridge ah, after one minute you'll go "eh kenapa ku buka fridge". ada lagi this story i heard from my friend (muahaha), he had to go to toilet cause he needed to pee.so he went and buka seluar,sudah atu buka baju jua, with 2 secs later "eh kenapa ku buka baju!" HAHA.

annnyyyyyyywayyyyyyyyy, ive passed my PT4 which is the last test flying with 80% visually and 20% on instrument (cabair taught me that). i am dead happy im a certified pilot now with commercial pilot's license for multi-engine. that means im one month-ish away from going home, instead of keep dreaming im there already.

hey, that's it for now. i will update again a decade later. by the way if you still dont know, michael jackson was black.